I knew I knew I wouldn't forget you (:

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How our best friend can become our worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something we once said and we couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out. What can I say when the world turns its back on you, you just gotta keep moving on. Ignoring the bitch faces, dirty looks and stupid bitches that were once close people you use to be friends with. But how did it end up to come to this? Well, I’ll tell you. When you have a friend who is supposed to be there for you but only talks to you when she’s either bored, alone, or needs you for a favor.
I’m pretty sure you could figure out which one I was. You got it all three. Ironically enough it was for each friend or “friends” Now I am not at fault here. Just it happens it’s high school. This stuff happens all the time. But how could I tolerate it after everything I’ve done for them to be used, mistreated and forgotten all while I was just trying to be someone they could trust. I guess that wasn’t good enough for them though. And to the friend that was misguided to leave me behind. I don’t blame you and the things I said were only the truth. You needed to hear it from someone and if you can’t handle it then it is not my responsibility, just now I apologize for having this friendship end. But when you ditch me and only ask me about that. I just hate the fact that I’m being blamed for this. I’m finally right about you mistreating me and yet you go off and tell them that I’m doing it again. I’m sorry but that is not my fault any longer. You want this friendship to work you should have met me half way. My condolences I our friendship. Means a lot. Truly. lelengau ku ke nuan. kemaya mih tua ulh begu;lai. taja mayuh jaku acuk orang psal nuan tapi aku nemu. :D aku nemu. . I honestly tried. Please forgive me if i upset you up there. I tried being nice, and even apologized just for the sake of showing respect and being civil.  sorry love. but, bff are forever. I'm always there is you need me. :} <3

Ngiling Bidai !

30 June 2012
Tr. Entili, Rayah Ili, Julau

NEMU KITA??

Pengawa Ngiling Bidai enggau Ngiling Tikai dua macham pengawa nutup hari besai gawai dayak ke enda sebaka. Pengawa Ngiling Tikai mayuh dikena kelebih agi ba gawai mit baka kitai ti baru udah abis ngintu Hari Gawai Dayak, laban ba gawai mit baka tu kitai enda ngerembaika bidai laban kenu ku jaku nadai tuju kitai nganchau bidai ba ruai..

Nya alai Ngiling Tikai nutup gawai mit baka Gawai Dayak mayuh ngena tikai ke digaga ari tikai rutan, tikai bemban enggau mayuh ma­cham tikai bukai.

Bidai tu digaga ari tikai rutan dianyam beselat lambar enggau kulit tekalung/ribis/temeran. Temeran tu dibelah nyadi lambar bidai ke dianyam beselat enggau rutan dalam gaya anyam tunggal (kulit tekalung tu diulih ari pun kayu ke ngena nama ke sebaka, iya nya Kayu Tekalung).

Bisi orang nyebut nya Idas lalu bisi mega orang nyebut nya tikai Sana. Nemu??

Kemaya hari tu laban kitai bansa Dayak nyau pandai agi ngaga reti jaku ke mai mayuh reti.. Nyadi ti dikumbai kitai mayuh reti nya sebaka, tang ke bendar iya Nigiling Bidai enggau Ngiling Tikai mai reti ke enda sebaka.œEnti nuan bisi bidai, ke digiling nuan, lalu iya sigi amat bidai ke digiling. Lalu maya pansut ba surat berita lagi dipandang sigi amai bidai nadai salah kitai nyebut Ngil­ing Bidai. Tang enti baka ke mayuh udah dikeluar ba surat berita madahka pengawa Ngiling Bidai, tang ba gambar peda aku gambar tikai Bemban ke digiling. Nyadi nya ku aku enda betul. Iya ke bansa nya, nyarut ke adat, nyarut ke main asal kitai empu.

Ke temu tudah aku, iya ke Bidai nya dulu kelia dikumbai orang alai engkah padi lebuh udah ngetau, en­dur orang nugung ke padi.

Lebuh orang begawai be­sai, orang semina ngeremÂbaika bidai enti sema gawai besai baka Gawai Kenyalang, Gawai Kelingkang, Gawai Batu ti alai orang mesti nirika pandung.

Pandung tu baka altera ke ditimang orang. Kebuah iya enda tau enda ngena bidai laban lambar bidai nya kasar bisi endur nanchang empat iti tali kena nyadika rangka endur orang ngaga pandung. Nya alai rebak diatu enda tau enda ngena atur baka nya. Enti ngena tikai enggai nyadi ngaga rangka nya. Iya mega begunaka rutan empat iti ke digaga orang segi empat kurang lebih dua kaki square, lalu iya ditanchang ngagai lambar bidai, lalu tanchang ngagai sadau tauka ngagai pemanggai ba atas din.Udah nya tadi, iya lalu dibungkur ngena lantai pelanka. Lantai pelangka nya endur orang ngaga pand­ung. Ari luar lantai pelanka nya baru orang ngurung nya ngena pua kumbu....

p/s : nya mh tadi jalai tauka genturung orang ngereja pengawa ngiling bidai. Ngarap ke adat tu enda dibuai ngapa enda dilengka bala nembiak rebak diatu.. 

 

 Dtk. Joseph Salang.

                                                            Tikai benung digiling.

                                                  Nutup pengawa. Tr. Entili enggau Datuk Jo.

 

THANKS FOR READING ! :)

Lots of love,

Ambai Kenyalang <3

Holla iblog!

Selamat gawai. Selamat ngiling bidai. Selamat selamat. ;) lama dah sik jenguk blog. Udah ngiling bidai kita wai? Rumah panjai kami bedau. 30hb.. Enda ngawa laun amat mh rami. Nyu bisi bala sida empelawa besarang! Bendar2 nyu endar sempat di update. Nama cerita udah gawai? Cerita mabuk cerita ngirup cerita rumah panjai. Bendar u.. Ngelangak sida libapai berekak enggau sida rimau. Balat bisoo. Kedua bala cuti panjai bisi ga cuti pandak tang kasih ninga sekeda enda pulai gawai deh wai.. Enda ngawa gawai enda sekali mina setaun sekali aja :D enda piok? Enda mayuh gambar gawai taun tu nyu bruk ku ngambar. Aha. Ngarap ke gawai tu tadi mai pemaik ngagai kita sebilik ngajih ke semampai gerai betuah belimpah kaya raja !! Ohaaaaaa!

me w ipar ;)

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Bro's and aki

Indai :D

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Legend nenek

1 Go Langgak  .

Cheeseee

us :D

Team Indu Dara .

The anty and uncle :D

Uncle Mijin. :)

 

our collection :D

Tyne and Glo (:

A friend should be one in whose understanding and virtue we can equally confide, and whose opinion we can value at once for its justness and its sincerity.

 If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Lots of love,

ambai :')

QUESTIONER

Whats your middle name?                                           I don't have it (:

How big is your bed?                                                 its tooooo small..like i have people to share it with?

What are you listening to right now?                  Set fire to the rain

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?       5016

What was the last thing you ate?              ice-cream! hahah! nice try :)

Last person you hugged?             My pillow ! J

How is the weather right now?     just the way i like it!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?   some malay chick..idk who is it

What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?         hair :)

Favorite type of Food.   CHOCOLATE!!!

Do you want children?   Ofcourse! wait till i get married :)

Do you drink?    water or mybe achl.. ! haha!

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?                    Never.  :3

Hair color?           balckish

Eye colour?         errr! mybe hazel/brown/black. idk!

Do you wear contacts/glasses?    ya! vry high dgree!

Favorite holiday?             GAWAI

Favorite Season?             mybe winter! but,Mlysia hve no season.... :(

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?       yes..and i was stupid :D

Last Movie you Watched?            -.-

What books are you reading?     INDU IBAN KE PENUDI

Piercings?            i have on ears,& i used to have on my nose..but i took it off

Favorite Movie?               soooo many but nom 1 titanic!

Favorite college football Team? Liverpool

What were you doing before filling this out?       Twitter

Any pets?            no! i hte it! dstbing!

Dogs or cats?     I TOLD U!

Favorite Flower?              of course roses! or mybe bunga raya! haha!

Have you ever loved someone?                     i don't belive in love till i get married

Who would you like to see right now?    dD

Have you ever fired a gun?          no..but i hold my uncle's gun

Do you like to travel by plane?       YES!! BECAUSE I ENJOY !!

Right-handed or Left-handed?    right

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?        Heaven

Are you missing someone?         Nope :)

Do you have a tattoo?   No for this time but for sure one day!

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?          ya...when i'm bored!

Are you hiding something from someone?          i think so???

ARE YOU  18?     Yaaa. Sweet 18

WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?             myself :)

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?          no! ahaha!

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?    bored!

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?               BB

GRILLED OR FRIED?         grilled please!

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?     errrrrr.!mybe my kuyu J

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?                Not really.

FAVORITE HANGOUT?   anywhere ! cheers!

3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?     cellphone with credit,food, & music !

FAVORITE SONG?            i have soooo many!

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?       being poor!

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?     taker n giver ! 2 of tat!

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? dedeq / ambai like duuuhhh !

WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?    .... idk

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?              have none

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?        Food !

FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?   smthg about ...... <3

WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?   meaning?

FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?      Gadgets ! BB, Nikon, iphone J

Whats your favorite color?          anything bright

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? spec!

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?      eggnr..but when i 16..i found out that i can't do it! :(

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11?     Still twetting ,watch tv on the weekends

THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt?               blue colour !

HIGH SPEED WATER

its not easy to took a pic in high speed. but finally i made it ! here is some of my first trial with high speed water and its looks 

great. :)

 and finally... i can do it ! :) 

If you see something that moves you, and then snap it, you keep a moment.

3 DAYS LATER ::

Happy Easter Friends! Today, I hope you know that you are loved... more than you can possibly know, imagine, or comprehend. I will leave you with a quote from A.W. Tozer that I actually blogged last year, for any new readers around here or in case you missed it. It's just so good it's gotta be posted again ;) Have a blessed day.

I do not mind telling you that within me I find the Easter message and the reality of the Resurrection more beautiful and glorious than the Christmas scene. Christmas tells us that Jesus was born; that He was born for the humiliation of suffering and death and atonement. But Easter is the radiant and glory-filled celebration of Christ's mighty triumph over the grave and death and hell! When Easter comes, our voices are raised in the triumphant chorus: The three sad days had quickly sped; He rises glorious from the dead! There is the real beauty! This is more than the beauty of color; more than the beauty of outline or form; more than the beauty of physical proportion. In the living Christ is the perfection of all beauty; and because He lives, we too shall live in the presence of His beauty and the beauties of heaven, forever! - A.W. Tozer :)