STRESSS !!

ARGGGGGHHHH !!!!

cool down dek............sabar...........................

:'( :'(  I'm tired. I can't focus. Kanapa ni? Sudah juga I ni period bahaha=.= I can't control my emosi. Asal benda tak betul terus nak meletop . Lagi lah bikin aku pusing asggment bodoh ni. ARTICLES lagi..matii... aku rasa mun articles ya lauk aku lah paling kenyang, sik da kerja lain koh., hahaha

=(

Tarik nafas....hembus... -.-

Tapi, I'm trying to calm down myself.. Think positive okay :) Let is going in God hands.  amen.

Lagi satu ni, penat saya jaga hati orang! asyik kite je yang buat baik dengan awak? Awak? hakktuih. cheh. tak yah lah. =.= and, I need my social life back here :(

LOL

xoxo,
Ambai Kenyalang

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR ..

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her              
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.                                                 
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

so, Boys...renung2kan, yang girls baca mesti nakkan ? tak sekarang masa nanti. HAHA.  

macam yang kawan I cakap tu "still waiting for him'  YOU WISH ! 

Night y'all :)

God Bless.

Puji Tuhan !

Love and Faith,

Ambai Kenyalang 

Confession

 

Last night, I went to confession…the priest remained silent the entire time I was confessing…which I kind of like, because it allows me to recount all of my sins without distraction.. well, before that, I'm so nervous mannn. Nak balik rasa even nak rasa nangis pun ada. Rasa berdosa sangat. =.= so, aku doa banyak2 untuk jauhkan nervous :)

I honestly and whole heartily feel I made a good confession…but if that is the case, why do I feel like a huge weight is still on me?  I still feel as if I am in mortal sin?  Do you think it was the lack of participation/chastisement on the part of the priest?  Could it be something else?

Confession means to agree with God. He already knows we’ve sinned, so we might as well be honest! “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9) Confession means freely admitting our sin and accepting God’s attitude about our sin. Confession does not mean begging God for forgiveness. Christ already paid the penalty for all of our sins, and God’s forgiveness is available automatically when we confess. The reason God can make this forgiveness available to you instantly is Christ’s death on the cross, not the strength or humility with which you confess your sin.

As a Christian, all of our sins are forgiven. We probably believe that from the Bible. But how do we respond to it? A friend who counsels many believers commented: “Some Christians don’t really believe they have sinned; others don’t believe they are forgiven.”

How much does sin matter to God? He cannot tolerate it. “Your eyes are too pure to look on evil; you cannot tolerate wrong.” (Habakkuk 1:13a) “God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all.” (1 John 1:5a)  That may seem unimportant. Hasn’t Jesus paid for all our sins? Why be concerned about sin when God loves us and offers a wonderful plan for our life? Perhaps we should view sins as mistakes, mere miscues in life.

God never views sin as such. Because of one sin, Adam and Eve were exiled from paradise. Because of sin God brought a flood upon the earth’s inhabitants in the days of Noah. He brought fire upon the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah because of their blatant immorality. Sin kept the original children of Israel in the wilderness for forty years.

God hates sin. Yet to us, sin feels good, and we do it. Like Adam and Eve, we think we can know evil and yet not be overcome by it. But we do not become like God. God knows of the existence of evil, yet God is not evil nor does He give in to evil. We, on the other hand, are attracted to it, and we give in to it.

Whenever our sin, God’s Spirit inside us is grieved. Sometimes He’ll cause us to feel guilty. In sinning, we are choosing at that instant to live independently of the Lord’s will for us. That doesn’t cause God to hate us. He still loves us. But it saddens Him: “And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom we were sealed for the day of redemption.” (Ephesians 4:30) 

* It just opened my eyes to how God views and that He always forgives my downfalls and it is only in Him that  strengthened to live above sin. Praise  the Lord! Alleluia ! Puji Tuhan !


xoxo

Love and faith,
Ambai Kenyalang


 Love and Faith,
AMBAI KENYALANG   

what a sucking life living here :(

macam mana dan sampai bila nak rasa best hidup disini? Mana? Ahaha, aku masuk UPSI. Ambik Dip Bhsa Inggeris. Waris mak katakan. HAHA. So, ni dah week ke 4 tinggal sini... nak kongsi lah sikit, sikit jew :D

first, makanan kat siniiiii fuyohhh super giler pedas . malang lah nasib aku yang tak dan memang takkan makan makan . orang lain okay lah . makan nasi lemak cili api lah ayam masak cili lah. And one more dioarang suka masak kari. Manuk kari, chapi kari nyema bc palak baya nya pun di kari. Haha. Dah 4 weeks here masih belum makan MAKANAN SEDAP.  Bajet kau jangan cakap, silap2 makan rumput aku kang. Haha. Hidup kat sini sama je dengan duduk asrama. Kena ikut peraturan gak . ada gak yang best….. yang best beza nya, room dia sampai ke bilik mandi privacy . HAHAHHA. 1 house ada 4 room. Satu room 2 kepala. So, roommate aku Chinese. From Sarawak also. Kuching area,siburan :) so, dipanjangkan cerita.. hidup sini boleh dikatakan skema. Ya. Ada tu kawan aku bilang dulu “kalau u masuk UPSI nanti tak boleh nak bergaya2.” Hahaha . memang pun. Nak jadi cikgu  katakan. -.- hurmmm . then, kelas kitaorang paling best sebab MONDAY till Thursday . orang lain till Saturday derr. :) bila pergi kelas jumpa geng tu je best. Tapi kan, ini kan U. bukan lagi pra-sekolah. So, serve service der. Biasalah, baru nak menyesuaikan diri. mesti lah cakap2 yang buruk2. hahha. ka ya lama-lama ila dehh..meseek nyekk. 3 years aku disni, korang ku naik muak tengok apa yang aku tulis lak. HAHA

KAWAN?

Ngammmm.  1Malaysia lah wei. HAHA. tapi, memang ngam lah sebab sama palak. Menaleyyy kau . Dengan si ANTAI tak payah cakap, geng keras tu.. then kawan2 kat kelas yang close kedak si Eza :) so, dalam kelas tu semua giler2 TAPI BESTTTT ! Artis kau inda payah cakap, Dafi ada, ZA ada, Wawa ada, andddd Tiz pun ada. KAU ADA? Neyy. si Yana. I call her Zee Avi. Why? I like the way she dressing, stylo giler, haha. Model aku tu :P memang best lah bnyak kawan, bnyak bahasa, banyak ragam. wa memang nakal + bising sikit. hahaha Untung lah ada si antai, pama bc enggau berandau ke orang. kelinkong ke tua ya nyebut tai ngapa adai mh sida nemuu. haha. tapi, kami duai enda lah jai endarr.. hehe. Yer lah baru sem 1, ada gak yang aku tak tahu die punya nama . yer lah kan.banyak snggat…so, aku nak turun kelas lah ni. Esok lusa aku cite lagi. bye!!

P/S : tiada yang lama, tiada yang baru.  Jangan kau pndai2 nak ckap aku belajar kat sini aku lupa kawan lama aku. Ohh please ! NO !!! yes, seriously I miss all my buddies :( Si puyang, ike, van, ungkek, and othersssss . and of course lah aku rindu sama family ku :’( oh ya, aku rindu sama si luli . :P Lelengau ka lepak ba apit, tien dien, hehehe

 

Taiko 1 Borneo mai Perak . HAHA

Take care. I love n miss y’all.

Love and faith,

Dek a.k.a Ambai Kenyalang

Eh? Hello December !

Time flies so fast. November has left us with December. And in another 30 days to come, we'll enter a brand new year. And in another day to come, will turn a year old. Sedar tak sedar, I've officially blogged for almost a year. AND YEAAAAAYYY ! CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!Double wow ! punya buzy aku tak update masa last month. HAHA. Tup tup dah berada kat tempat orang. Mane? Hehe. Aku tak sempat nak cerita. Ilex lokk.isap rokok lok. Hahaha. So, esok aku crta2 again. Buzy siot. :DSebenarnya ada banyak entry tertangguh yang nak diupdate. Tapi seperti biasa benda yang bertangguh semakin ditangguhkan lagi. Kalau boleh sebelum berakhirnya 2012 , I akan gigihkan diri untuk mengupdate juga dalam belog kesayangan *kononnye*. Rugi pula kalau sudah penat-penat pergi event tersebut tapi tidak update apa-apa kan? akan diusahakan untuk mengupdate semua entri basi yang memang sudah cukup basi itu. Katanyeeee.Anyway , a new month , a new hope for me. November memang salah satu bulan yang sangat mencabar untuk I. Ada banyak sangat dugaan dan juga cabaran yang sangat-sangat menguji fizikal dan mental . Kadangkala macam tak percaya diri sendiri menempuh semua itu. Tapi I percaya Tuhan, semua nya mina penguji . Thank Lord, I masih lagi kuat dengan segala macam yang berlaku. Rasanya dalam banyak-banyak bulan dalam tahun 2012 , November lah paling banyak I hal . HEHE

Love and faith,

Ambai Kenyalang